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This is actually very personal for me, but I think that it is part of the 'healing process' and having the whole wide world (or a comparatively inconsequential percentage of it) being aware of my problem is more likely to discourage it from getting worse.
First off, if you have an eating disorder, or if you think you have one, get help for it.
It is VERY difficult to get better on your own.
Or even with help.

A common misconception about eating disorders is that they are not an authoritative affliction; that they are conventionally experienced by superficial teenage girls seeking attention.
While that description may be apt in particular contexts, like most psychological or physical disorders, unless you have experienced it yourself, the suffering experienced is absolutely incommunicable and incomprehensible.
To the people who know me who 'know,' they think that the solution is easy: eat something (I think it's incredibly tactless to say this to somebody with an eating disorder :\).
But every time you open up the refrigerator or cupboard, there is an impenetrable barrier.
It just seems impossible to stop.
Every time I think that I am recovering there is some type of relapse, something that sends me spiralling.
I have to get better.
I know I have to.
I WANT to get better.

(This will probably end up being some douchebag's 'thinspiration' later on, and I really don't want it to be.)
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*laraclo Sep 25, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I think it's verry beautiful and strong of you that you did this.
You will bet better dear, don't worry, you are stong enough :heart:
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:iconforever-earth:
I am very proud of you.
all my love,
zainab.
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Very intense...
Take care :heart:
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~mute-nOface Dec 18, 2007  Student Traditional Artist

You are very brave, an incredible courage

.***
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~twoquietnoises Sep 30, 2007   Filmographer
i hope for your healing and am glad you are facing these monsters... i know monsters are easier to ignore-- so power to you :heart:
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:iconmybittersweetness:
Extraordinarily strong and sky-falling-on-you-like. I know how it is not being friends with food. I admire you.
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:iconstarsandmemory:
dear annie,

this is nathan^_^ you are simply amazing. your genius knows no bounds, your inner pool of creativity is as endless as the ocean and you have such a natural talent for life. I support you one hundred percent and if you EVER need someone to boost your confidence dont hesitate to call me. you will become a greater person through your struggle, we all struggle and what does not kill you only makes you stronger. of most people you and i know this best... honey you are unbelievably strong and i know that what ever decision you make it will be the right one :)

never give up always keep going.

your friend

Nathan

p.s. ill send you ma cell on myspace
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~lucidscarlet Sep 4, 2007   Artisan Crafter
Congratulations !
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